Dragaera

Winner, NaNoWriMo 2004

Bato001 at aol.com Bato001 at aol.com
Thu Dec 2 16:09:47 PST 2004

In a message dated 12/02/2004 6:10:01 PM Eastern Standard Time, 
johne.cook at gmail.com writes:
>>I get a lot of inspiration from Steve; I fire up his books page when I
> am in a funk to read what he thinks about his books. Keeps me going
>> knowing that I'm not the only one who struggles with books.
> 
> 

>I'm going to say something that will appear awfully fanboyish; there's
>no help for that.  I'm also going to introduce an element of faith,
>which can be even dicier, but it's part of the story, and I'm not as
>shy about that as being tagged a mindless fanboi.  ; )  I like who I
>like but I don't go weak in the knees when the object of my
>fascination is mentioned.  It's not anything worse than a tic.  Maybe
>a tremor.  I digress.

>I deliberately started getting geared up for NaNo2k4 pretty early this
>year, like, in mid-September.  I cast about for different ways to do
>that and ended up reading the first Omnibus of the Vladiad (hope I
>have that spelled correctly).

>I was so taken with the verve and vibe of Vlad that I was revved up
f>or NaNoWriMo, and that creative excitement and energy carried me
>right into the beginning of the second week, where I hit the
>stereotypical wall head-on at highway speeds and had to pick myself
>back up and soldier on ahead without the benefit of all that kinetic
>energy.  I wouldn't recommend it for everyone else, but it worked for
>me.  I had the picture in my head of a guy with six months to kill and
>a particular mood in his head, and then I compressed that into thirty
>days.

>It's true - Steve was a huge inspiration while I was preparing for
>this; Steve, and my unshaken belief that the creative process is a
>gift from the Christian God whom I believe in and attempt to serve,
>with fear, trembling, and a keen sense of hypocrisy.  I'm also a
>hardcore PC FPS gamer, so one wonders how devout I could be, and far
>be it from me to defend myself on that score.

>So I went rolling into this challenge with the staunch belief that
>creation (or invention, if you will) of this sort pleases my Creator
>and with the attitude of a cocky, dangerous assassin who is the
>consummate professional, has his own ethical system, and has earned
>these magnificent, die-hard friends.  These things were in the back of
>my mind, a strange mix that pleased me deeply, the melding of the
>divine and the earthy.

>There's an energy and ambition in the writing of _Jhereg_, for
>example, that overcomes a multitude of sins and set the stage for
>great works later on.  You can see Steve mature and develop with each
>new book, and if he did it, I told myself that it is theoretically
possible for myself to walk that path as well.

>These are the things that got me going and kept me going through many
>late nights and apparent dead-ends.
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   >                    johne cook
                           wisconsin, usa
>johne.cook at gmail.com / jcook at apostate.com
        >       http://www.phywriter.com
Your a freak......but your OUR FREAK. Kudos and God Bless.  :  )

John D. Barbato, OD